Apprehended By God
A few years ago, I facilitated a high school biology class for our local homeschool co-op and was reminded of the astronomical number of microorganisms present in a single sampling of pond water.
Curious, I wondered if the same was true of salt water samples, and I discovered one source indicating that in a single drop (one milliliter) of seawater, one could find 10 million (!!!) viruses, one million (!!) bacteria and about 1,000 small protozoans and algae.
If those findings are even half true, you can understand why looking into vast stretches of ocean waves quite simply blows.my.mind.
On this pilgrimage to far-off lands, I raise my head from the majesty of the microscopic to face the exquisiteness of the expanses.
Enter New Zealand, which wowed me again and again and again. From Matamata’s Alexander Farm (home of the Hobbiton movie set) to the geothermic activity of Rotorua including the Ohinemutu Maori Village, the natural beauty here surpassed even our most elaborate imaginings—and this was just on the North Island.
One of our Airbnb hosts near the beginning of our New Zealand travels, upon learning that we’d be traveling along the western coast of the South Island, said to us, “If you think what you’ve seen so far is good, your eyes will likely pop out of your head when you see what’s in store for you there.”
And WHOA was she right.
From the rolling waves at Carter’s Beach to the pancake rocks at the Punakaiki Blow Holes; the milky snowmelt from Franz Josef Glacier to the panoramic views atop Queenstown Hill; the spectacularly sheer cliffs of the Milford Sound to the pastoral serenity of a sheep farm at Toko Mouth; a sighting of the rare, critically endangered yellow-eyed penguin to hundreds of ornery seals barking at Shag Point—our eyes drank in New Zealand’s natural beauty, and we left dumbfounded by her splendor, praising God for His astonishing creativity, and feeling facedown in humility by His unmatched capabilities.
So often have I looked to the girls and declared, “Isn’t God CREATIVE? Can you even BELIEVE these wonders? Aren’t you aMAZed by God’s BEAUTY?” that now, before I can even get these exclamations out of my mouth, Eden rolls her eyes, saying, “Yeah, yeah, Mom. We know: God’s creative; it’s all amazing.”
So many times on this journey, Mitch and I lock glances, drop our mouths open, spread our arms wide toward the impressiveness all around, and utter… nothing. Because all adjectives sorely lack any capacity of describing what our eyes absorb. Rendered speechless, we simply stand in humble awe at God’s handiwork.
In The Pursuit of God, A.W. Tozer says that “God dwells in His creation and is everywhere indivisibly present in all His works.” This is not to say that if I touch the powerful waterfalls in the Milford Sound that I am somehow touching God. (That isn’t any more true than to say of a Claude Monet painting that if I touched it, I would somehow be touching Claude Monet himself.)
Instead, it IS to say that when I behold the living world, I am actually catching sight of “God’s invisible qualities—his eternal power and divine nature,” which is to say that His unparalleled creation answers plainly the question, “What may be known about God?” (Romans 1:19-20 NIV)
It seems appropriate, then, that although we take photo after photo, not one of our images captures fully the magnificence of what we’ve seen; it is befitting, too, that our words fail to describe the grandeur of all that His hands have made. Because try as we might, there is no apprehending fully the bigness of the glory of God.
But intercepting even a fraction of His power and nature brings me to my knees. And I understand a little more why Moses removed his sandals at the base of the bush or why his face gleamed after time on the mountain.
On this journey, armed with my camera and my words, I may feel as if I am apprehending a tiny fraction of God, but in reality, it is God who has been constantly in the process of gently apprehending me.